APRIL MEANS 'NEW BEGINNINGS', AND I AM READY TO START MINE. I DISLIKE CHANGE IN MY LIFE, AND I FEEL LIKE ROUTINES KEEP ME SANE...WHICH MAY BE INTERPRETED AS 'SAFE'.
I AM A FIRM BELIEVER THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON~ EVEN IF IT TAKES US 20 YEARS TO REALIZE WHY THAT "SOMETHING" HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE. ALTHOUGH, I OFTEN WONDER HOW IT IS THAT SOME PEOPLE PROCESS SUCH EVENTS SO DIFFERENTLY. I WASN'T DEALT AN EASY HAND GROWING UP, YET, I KNOW I AM A GOOD PERSON WITH A BIG HEART. SOMETIMES I FORGIVE PEOPLE TOO EASILY, BUT, THATS MY DOWNFALL, AND I ACCEPT THAT. BUT, I'VE MET OTHERS WHO HAVEN'T HAD IT EASY IN LIFE EITHER, WHO USE DRUGS AS AN EXCUSE, OR ALCOHOLISM AS AN ESCAPE.
I ALSO WONDER WHERE I WAS IN LIFE WHEN I MET THAT CROSSROAD AND DECIDED TO TAKE THE HIGHER ROAD, BECAUSE I SURE DON'T REMEMBER.
EITHER WAY, HERE I SIT... LIVING MY LIFE FOR MY CHILD AND MY FAMILY.
I LOVE YOU EMMA-LEA, MA, DAD, NAOMI, DAVID, CHARLES, NOLAN & NIECES & NEPHEWS.
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